Today was seriously so awful and full of so much anxiety for me. I found out I barely didn’t pass my gestational diabetes screen, so now I have to go in and repeat the whole thing on Wednesday morning, but this time it’s a 3 hour screen. I was having such a hard day, so I made myself this chart counting down the days until the kids are out of school and we can move back to Utah. Granted, we may have to wait a little while longer to get the house sold so we can all be together as a family, but this will be the beginning of the end of my awful stint in Texas. I did the same thing when I was counting down the days until I got married, and it’s a way for me to have something concrete so I can visualize my end goals and keep perspective. It’s mostly just a way for me to keep my sanity when I’m having to endure something that is very, very difficult for me because it shows me “here, there is an actual end to this, and you can count down until it’s here.
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